i think i’m not addicted to hiddles anymore.. or any other actor. i used be be in love with so many.. HELP

WHAT HAPPENED?! OMG this is the end of the world i can’t even

why? so that i can have a live? or think about real people i know? why would my mind do this to me? 

oh gosh. i’ve watched the whole season 1 of Chuck today i didn’t pause and now i want to watch the second season but i can only order the dvd tomorrow! :((
(it’s totally awesome btw, so watch it if you haven’t yet) 

and the best thing is: i have only two more weeks of school and then i have holidays!!! My first week is probably gonna be sleep, watching tv shows/movies all day, sleep. and EAT

In the second week i’m in a stupid college, it’s for students to look how it’s like and today i heard that i’m the only normal person there. there are 3 creepy/weird guys (and i mean weird like really fucking weird and not in the good way) one girl (she’s okay i guess) and a couple. a fucking couple. which means i can see 5 days how they make out and that they love each other so much and i’ll feel forever alone and miss my cat and my only hope is that there are hot students. even if they’re not hot i don’t care. EVERYTHING is better than that!! or i could be drunk all day or at least all afternoon/night. 

I’m doing a practical training there too. WHERE DID I GET MYSELF INTO?! 

Oh god i don’t know why i’m doing this. i mean it’s chemistry and i don’t even have chemistry in school so i’m gonna be there like “can i eat this?” i can’t do this i’m too stupid in this matter. oh gosh i esdhfjsdkfgsdfgskögj NO. but it’s too late to cancel :o 

sorry for my jabbering. hahahahha

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